Joy, I would define as, being in a state of content. I have found through my Christian years time of content, regardless of circumstance. I guess you can say I have had many up's and down's in life, which has made me a better man - one who can trust in G-d more than myself. My favorite hymn is "Joy to the World":
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Interesting Xmas
Joy, I would define as, being in a state of content. I have found through my Christian years time of content, regardless of circumstance. I guess you can say I have had many up's and down's in life, which has made me a better man - one who can trust in G-d more than myself. My favorite hymn is "Joy to the World":
Joy to the World , the Lord is come!
Please forgive me if I didn't make sense of what I am trying to say, I am not even close to the writing ability as my wife, Bad Alice.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Follow My Other Blog - Jesus in Jewish Holidays
Please contact me if you are interested. I still have space available in 2010. You may reach me at my email address Jeff Swartz or leave your information in a comment below. My other blog is Jesus in Jewish Holidays
Here are some of the requirements
1. $25 a person/$20 a couple - pays for the food and materials
2. 7 weeks - one night a week - 2 hours a session
3. You do not need to belong to a church or be affliated with a specific type.
4. Minimal group of 10 and maximum group of 20.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Building The Church
Monday, November 16, 2009
Intentions
Do you ever have those moments when you have a word, phrase, concept, or basic thought and it will not go away? I am living with this word I can’t get out of my mind but I believe it is a word from the Lord on how I am to conduct my life. I have come down from the Emmaus mountaintop and enjoyed my experience with my fellow believers in Christ. I don’t recall the last time I felt so much love from a Body of Believers, who are there to serve you with NO STRINGS attached. They did everything from making sure my clothes were put away, bed was made, toilets were cleaned, food (lots of it) was prepared, and time to meditate on G-d.
There was one things I know I need to do when I got back from Emmaus and that was to be more intentional with my time, money, and focus. I wanted to put away stupid wasted time and focus on how to mature my family in Christ and keep peace in our house. G-d knows we deal with a lot with a special needs child, a tired wife, and another daughter who is our drama queen. I don’t pray with my children every night before bed but now I do. What has become of this praying?
Let me share a story on what Bad Alice shared with me while I was at work on Saturday:
Abby and Elizabeth were arguing about something and starting to yell at each other. Abby tells Elizabeth, “I’m going to my room to pray to G-d about you”. She runs upstairs and then after a few minutes she comes downstairs and says, “Elizabeth, G-d wanted me to say sorry. I ‘m sorry.” WOW. Karen and I are doing something right. I believe it is being intentional on how you pray with your children, intentional how to talk to your wife, and intentional how to live your life.
What are my intentions these days?
1. To be more like Christ. Remembering Him in all circumstances – “that my face might become like flint . . .” (Isaiah 50.4-9a)
2. Submit to my wife. Live is miserable when there is no peace between husband and wife just like when the Church isn’t intentional in taking G-d’s commandments seriously. (Acts 5)
3. Purpose in Life – I am considering going back into ministry. I am not sure if it will be full-time or part-time but I sense the Lord is calling me to teach. Why question being, “Should I renew my Ordination?” I have had to search my heart on what my intention is to be in ministry, intentionally going before G-d for healing from previous hurts, and intentional pray for wisdom, courage, and timing.
I am not sure what the outcome will be from being intentional. I do know that with my heart condition my intentions are passionate, selfish-less, and promises for a healthier life. I just can’t go wrong with being intentional with being real and Christ-centered.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Renewed in Christ Jesus
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Men's Retreat - The Hunting . . .or Praying We Will Go


Saturday, October 03, 2009
AMBITION

Meriam Webster defines Ambition as: a desire for activity or exertion
Most of my life has been trying to find the next best thing before my family, close friends, and acquaintances. I guess you can say I am still looking. I did not really complete my degrees before anyone else, do exceptionally well in sports, nor become wealthy before anyone else.
I feel there is a war going on within me that drives me to be better, which to some is great, but to me I am like a bulimic never seeing myself smart enough, good-looking, or have enough money.
I am quite involved at my church and I have to say I get a lot of compliments about my knowledge and wisdom when it comes to G-d and His heavenly things. I am not bragging but why not spend the most time at a place where you feel safe and encouraged to be myself.
I look forward to the day my family looks at me and says, "Well done". Is there something wrong with that ambition?
G-d gave me a vision a few weeks ago and I have put it off. Tomorrow I go to Home Depot and get that measuring ruler to hand by my wall in the bedroom. G-d, forgive my mis-measuring. Help me meaure myself with your thoughts and ambitions you have for my life.
I submit to you.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
The Jewish Hat


Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Family - Part II

Sunday, September 06, 2009
Family
These past few days have been a mess. My wife's oldest brother and wife were hospitalized finding out they have not been take they medicine correct or wrong dose. We were told at 3pm on Thursday that the doctor needs to release them into our hands for 24 by 7 care. My wife and I just laughed since we barely do it with two children, one of them with disabilities. We went to the hospital and got all the information and refused sole ownership of the sickest in-law. We did take my wife's brother home that evening, not getting to bed until 2 a.m. My wife's brother has austim, though not formally diagnosed, but anyone who spends 5 minutes with him can tell. i love him but he can wear me thin.
Sunday night, drinking gluten-free beers, I have taken inventory of two adults lives fiancially, medically, and emotionally and tried to reorganize it so they can make future plans. My brother in-law's wife will have to receive full-time care, if their LTC is good. They barely have any money. I will help them fight the good fight of faith.
I want to give special thanks to Dave Ramsey, God, and my wife. I owe them.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Let Me Count
Karen, BadAlice, Let Me Count How Much I Love You . . .sorry I ran out of fingers, toes, and gray hairs on my head.
On this day, 10 years ago, I made a commitment to G-d to be joined in marriage with my wife. I look back and I have to say I absolutely made the right decision. I remember when I was 13 years asking G-d to bring me a women He desires for me to have. Yes, I went through several potentials but never really felt right. Yes, I have to say you are everything I need. This is what I needed:
1. Someone to love me for who I am
2. Someone to inspire, encourage, and comfort me
3. Someone who is odd and loves looking at life differently
4. Someone who will let me spiritually lead, give direction, and learn from MOST of my mistakes
5. Someone who will always be there regardless of what happens in this world (finances, education, location, or illness). You have proven yourself in this area.
6. Someone who will speak up for me and help me put my thoughts down on paper.
7. Someone who will tell me the truth.
8. Someone who is concerned about looking pretty but not over doing it.
9. Someone who will take risk with me
10. Someone who sees marriage as a lifetime commitment you make with G-d.
I love you with all my heart and look forward to another decade with you.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Jeff's Angels and Demons Story

Friday, August 14, 2009
Dry Spell or Quiet Spell
But then there are times of when you wish you could get an answer to a question, questioning him what to say to a friend in need, or simple feel your prayers are more than a bouncing ball continously bouncing around until it can bounce no more. What does a person do who believes G-d is real and alive but silent?
i guess you can say I am in the silent mode right now as I am typing. Here are my three logical steps I take:
1. Slow down life. "Smell the roses", as someone put it.
2. Recall the times G-d has spoken to you in your life - encourage yourself to be patient.
3. Read His Word - the Torah
It's alot easier said then done to do those three things but it works. Trust me!
Well, I am off to smelling roses and slowing down.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Ready for Second Jewish Class
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Mezuzah - Is it an Amulet?
A Jewish household is created by the people who live in it--by the way they act, the things they do and don’t do, the beliefs they hold. To a great extent, a Jewish way of life is a portable faith: you can take it with you anywhere you go. This is true for Shabbat, kashrut, Taharat Hamishpachah [family purity laws], daily prayer, and study of Torah.
It is generally accepted that Judaism as a religion is more oriented to holiness of time than holiness of place. There are many occasions we sanctify, but very few places we call holy.
Is that the whole truth? Not at all, for the very place in which we live, our permanent residence, is sanctified. This is achieved through a very concrete ritual, through the mitzvah of mezuzah.
Origins
Mezuzah is of Biblical origin and therefore carries great weight. “And you shall inscribe them on the doorposts (mezuzot) of our house and on your gates” (Deuteronomy 6:9, 11:20). What is to be inscribed? Divine instruction is very clear: “The words that I shall tell you this day”: that you shall love your God, believe only in Him, keep His commandments, and pass all of this on to your children.
Thus, a mezuzah has come to refer also to the parchment, or klaf, on which the verses of the Torah are inscribed (Deuteronomy 6:4-9, 11:13-21). Mezuzah refers as well to the case or container in which the parchment is enclosed. A mezuzah serves two functions: every time you enter or leave, the mezuzah reminds you that you have a covenant with God; second, the mezuzah serves as a symbol to everyone else that this particular dwelling is constituted as a Jewish household, operating by a special set of rules, rituals, and beliefs.
Where and When
A mezuzah should be fixed to the doorpost of every living space in the house, not just the entrance door. Any room that has two doorposts and an overhead lintel requires a mezuzah, so one should check with a rabbi. Bathrooms, closets, laundry room, boiler room, and so forth, however, do not require a mezuzah.
The mezuzah should be put up as soon as possible after moving in, and not later than thirty days. A temporary residence, that is, a place we reside in for less than thirty days, doesn’t require a mezuzah; nor does an office or place of business. A dormitory room, which a student considers a home away from home, should have a mezuzah.
When a family moves it should not remove its mezuzot from the doorpost if its knows that another Jewish family will be moving in subsequently. (If the case is a valuable one, one can substitute another case, but the klaf should remain.) If one knows that a Gentile family is to follow in that place of abode, the mezuzot should be removed, lest they be considered useless and thrown away.
How
The mezuzah is affixed to the right side of the door as one enters a room. In other words, if your door swings open from hallway into bedroom, the mezuzah would be nailed to the right-hand doorpost as your face the bedroom from the hall. This is so no matter whether the doorknob is on the right- or left-hand side. It should be placed at the lower part of the top third of the doorpost, which is generally about eyeball height for a six-foot-tall person. It is affixed at a slant, with the lower part of the container toward you as you face the right doorpost.
A mezuzah contains God’s name and therefore great pains are taken to see that it doesn’t fall. The case must be securely attached at top and bottom rather than hanging by a nail from the top of the mezuzah. If the doorpost is too narrow to affix the mezuzah on a slant, it can be attached vertically, but still must be nailed or glued at top and bottom.
The ritual for affixing a mezuzah is very brief and very simple, especially so considering its enduring nature. Mezuzah in one hand, one recites this blessing:
Barukh ata Adonai Eloheinu melekh ha-olam, asher kiddeshanu be-mitzvotav ve-tzivvanu likboa mezuzah.
Blessed are You, Lord our God, Ruler of the universe, who has sanctified us with His commandments and commanded us to affix a mezuzah.
All those standing about answer “Amen.”
Immediately the mezuzah is nailed or glued to the right doorpost.
That’s it--a thirty-second ritual that lasts the lifetime of tenure in that place….
Is it an Amulet?
One final word about the symbolic status of a mezuzah. The parchment is inscribed on only one side. On its reverse side, only one word appears: Shaddai, one of the names used for God. When the scroll is rolled properly, the “Shaddai” is facing the eye. The letters of “Shaddai,” shin, dalet, yod are also the initials of the phrase shomer daltot yisrael, the Guardian of the doors of Israel.
Partly as a result of this lettering, partly because some people naturally tend toward superstition, the mezuzah sometimes has been accorded the status of amulet, a magical charm. Not only in medieval cultures but even in our day, some would attribute or explain misfortune as linked to the lack of kosher mezuzot.
A mezuzah is not meant to be a protective device, nor lack thereof a source of direct punishment. A mezuzah is a sign and reminder of the Covenant, of our love and commitment and our willingness to create a Jewish household. That, in itself, is sufficient!
Southern Term "Part-Time Christian"
I just learned a new word here in Georgia called, “Part-time Christian”. I have never heard of such a phrase and still trying to Google it to understand the South phrases better.
Waiting. . . . . .Searching . . . . . .Asking people . . . . Found the Answer from a friend.
I think the definition of “part-time Christian” like “part-time job” are similar where a Christian goes to church on a Sunday and during the week they explore ungodly desires. I would define, coming from an A/G denomination, you would be considered a ‘backsliding Christian”. Honestly, I don’t really care for Christian titles that refer to one’s personal relationship to G-d. I believe if you are not right with G-d you decide if G-d is your Creator or You are. I prefer to leave finger-pointing to the Creator since we are only the creation.
I work in a “secular” job where religion is not looked on as a the “bright and shiny star”. Working in a secular place Christianity usually gets the bad rap. We are known for passing judgments and telling people “God’s do’s and don’ts”. I know, being a Christian for many years now, that Christianity has had its negative media, which for some churches has hurt attendance and giving. But, what is the Church(all churches) to do to help change the secular perspective? Is the Church (all churches) handling the negative media head on or just staying in their closets hoping for someone to silence the crowd. I am sad to say, I think the Church needs to be more aggressive in their actions and words to correct people when Christianity is misrepresented. I am not saying Christianity has all the answers but the person who represents the religion does, which in my opinion He should point the finger. Right, I just remembered something He said, “Judge not . . . lest he be judged”.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
The Cleaner
"The story is about a real life "extreme interventionist" Warren Boyd, who also co-executive produces the series, "The Cleaner" stars Benjamin Bratt as William Banks, a recovering addict who must balance his unwavering dedication to helping others get clean with an increasingly rocky personal life and the ghosts of his addictions. Banks and his teammates Akani Cuesta (Grace Park) and Arnie Swenton (Esteban Powell) employ an unconventional - and often by any means necessary - approach to getting addicts and those who surround them to realize they've reached rock-bottom and help them begin the process of recovery. With every success and failure, William wrestles with his commitment to his work and his love for his wife Melissa (Amy Price-Francis) and their children through an unusual relationship with God. "
I am a man of prayer and everyone who has been following me knows that prayer brought me to Christ and I have seen prayer change others. I am not a type of person that does well with praying a specific type of method, although I have a few friends that feel closer to G-d when they use a method. For one example of prayer you have the common church ones like “Adoration, Intercession and Petition, Thanksgiving, and Confession”. When I hear Benjamin Bratt praying, I feel a sense of humility, honesty, dependence, and trust between him and G-d. I feel as though he is not afraid to be vulnerable towards G-d. This is probably the first show in a long time where you have real issues, it’s not a REALITY T.V. SHOW, and puts G-d in a good light. Unfortunately, it is not on mainstream television but viewed on A&E. My hats off to the station in bring humanities darkness into the light.
Okay, I can not leave this out since my wife had her manly addictions you can view here: http://badalice.blogspot.com/2009/03/eye-candy-for-mentally-ill.html I have to add my poster wall girl to my side of the bed. She is really HOT.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Jeff's World
What have I been up to lately?
1. Twitter/Facebook - I have been twitter and Facebook happy. I love the idea with Facebook I can find old friends and reconnect with my past. I also use Facebook for my church organization to promote and share what new things we are doing around the globe. Twitter, well I love it because I can rant about anything that comes to mind. The cool thing about twitter is you can only use 140 characters, which is really cool since I am a guy, and like most guys we are limited to a certain amount of words a day. My favorite word being, "whatever".
You can follow me on Twitter at: jewgenie and Facebook at: Jeff Swartz
2. Church Activities - All of the 9 years in Arizona I have not done anything with church activities, teaching, and using of my gifts but not by choice. I felts G-d wanted me to rest and build my family. As most of you know being in Georgia we are attending a wonderful church that reaches out to families in need within our walls and beyond our walls. I am at a place now with family illnesses calming down to reach out to others and see what G-d wants me to accomplish for His glory. I am involved with taking 7 acres of nothing and turning it into a veggie and fruit garden for G-d's people to eat and be nourished. We call it SUMC-God's Garden.
On Monday nights, I am teaching a class called, "Jesus in the Jewish Holidays". The whole idea of presenting this class is to teach fellow believers that following Christ (He being a Jew) means you embrace the culture and spirituality of being Jewish to draw you closer to G-d. My vision is to share Beyond the Walls the importance of Judaism in a life of a Christian, not as a "do's or do nots" but relevance of how Christ is celebrated in the Torah. Finally, I have been blessing with the opportunity to have a 300-400 people Passover next April. I have never organized something this large but have a lot of eager men and women that want to assist. Please be in prayer for me as I prepare for that day.
3. Secular stuff - I am one year away from completing my Master's degree in Education with emphasis on elementary. I hope to teach second grade. My ultimate goal is PhD. in Education. Funny thing is, and many of you know this, I barely passed high school. I guess I am trying to make up for it and considered a late bloomer. I am studying for the State of Georgia teachers exam in my non-free time.
4. Prayer - I am devoted to prayer and believe if I didn't spend time in prayer and meditation I wouldn't be where I am today - successful, thoughtful, and generous. Prayer has always been my passion and spiritual gift because I hear G-d speaking (at least most of the time).
Sorry again for not writing as well as my wife but I try. Did you guys now we are celebrating our 10 year anniversary this coming August. We are going to a monastery to worship G-d and fellowship with each other.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Abby Swartz
1. Born at 6 months with 50 percent chance of living.2. At 28 weeks old, correct age, she has to have a heart valve closed3. At age 1, around New Years Eve she started twitching all over one side of her body every few minutes. We went to the hospital for several days to find out she has epilepsy.4. She started on several medication for epilepsy, which none worked and ended up in the hospital a few times from bad seizures.5. She was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and takes medication daily since birth6. Visited hospital 4-6 times throughout 6 years to cure pneunomia. She now has poor lungs due to being premature. 7. At the age of 7/8 we ended up with one doctor saying we have to do more test on her brain and passed off to a more specialized neurological doctor that helps treat Tuberous Sclerosis Complex.8. Feburary 2008 has brain surgery, showing 5 tubers on her brain, which we were hoping one of them to be removed and help slow down or stop the seizures. The surgery failed because the tuber was on her frontal motor lobe.9. January 2009, we find out she has Benign angiomyolipomas. We have to watch tehm close to see if surgery will be needed.10. She is one year or so behind in school.
Karen and I are blessed to have Abigail, in Hebrew meaning "father's joy". We have a long road ahead of us and more all her diseases there is no cure.
To this day I am amazed by how many people tell Karen and I how much love and smiles happy has.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Eleanor Barclay
Like everyone says when someone dies, "I wish I spend more time . . .", is exactly how I feel.
I believe that when a person dies their soul goes to G-d and then G-d judges, all people regardless of religion or spirituality. The question remains, "Does my grandmother intimately know G-d and his saving grace, given freely to all."
I can only hope and pray.
Monday, December 08, 2008
Abby at her Best
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Committment
1. Friends and Family
2. Where is everyone?
My wife and I have been watching Boston Legal for several seasons now. At the end of each episode you have Alan Shore (James Spander) and Denny Crane (William Shatner) sitting in their patio talking about their relationship with each other regardless of their differences. You can hear them sharing forgiveness, self-reflections, honesty, and openness towards one another. I can’t help to remember the biblical stories of David and Jonathan, Paul and Timothy, John and Jesus, and Mary and Martha how they learned to live and love each other no matter what they faced. When as a church will be begin to surpass the media idea that churches are divided.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
A Good Moring Prayer
The Poem
Master of the World who was king, before any form was created.
At the time when He made all through His will, then His name was called 'King'.
And after all is gone, He, the Awesome One, will reign alone.
And He was, and He is, and He will be in splendor.
And He is One, and there is no second, to compare to Him or be His equal.
Without beginning, without end, to Him is the power and rulership.
He is my G-d, my living Redeemer, and the Rock of my fate in times of distress.
He is my banner and He is a refuge for me, my portion on the day I cry out,In His hand I entrust my spirit, when I sleep and when I wake.
And my soul shall remain with my body, HaShem is with me and I am not afraid.
Why Jews Pray
Jewish prayers are usually recited in Hebrew. Yet, they can be recited in any vernacular or local language, whether it is Yiddish, Aramaic, French, English, Spanish, or Russian. Jews believe that G-d understands no matter what language a person employs in prayer. Even silence is sometimes said to be an appropriate Jewish prayer language.
The most important of all Jewish prayers is a prayer called the Shema. Strangely enough, the Shema is a prayer that speaks to the Jewish people, and not to G-d. Its verses instruct the Israelites (the prayer is from the Torah even before the term "Jew" was used for the Jewish people) what they have to do. Here is a part of the Shema prayer:
"Hear, O Israel, the Eternal is our G-d, the Eternal is One. Blessed be G-d's Name and glorious kingdom forever and ever. You shall love the Lord your G-d with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your might. And these words, which I [G-d] teach you this day, shall be upon your heart. You shall teach them diligently to your children, speaking of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down and when you rise up. And you shall bind them as a sign upon your hand, and they shall be for a reminder before your eyes. And you shall write them on the doorposts of your house and upon your gates."
If I fail yet one of these small task G-d requires of me, especially, teaching it to my children, I will feel as though life was a waste and self-centered.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Good Timing
TODAY - WE GOT APPROVED.
We will be able to send them all the hospital medical bills dated back to January 2008. This is a big relief since we are starting to get collection calls from hospitals.
G-D is good. So good.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Back to Blogging
But there is nothing like writing about yourself and what is going on in your head. So, let me list a few things and I hope to start writing more on my wonderful StillJewish Blog.
Jeff's Brain
1. Abby lived through brain surgery with our last follow-up visit today, April 22, 2008. We did not solve the problem and hope the tumor will not grow one day. The good thing is we have only seen a few seizures since February compared to the typical 1-3 a day.
2. Karen had to have another biopsy on her other breast and found out this week it is clear of cancer. They will be watching her closely over the next few years.
3. I am in the process of exiting one graduate school for business and working towards my Master's in Education. I should be done in 15 months.
4. I am almost done with my Georgia Teachers Entrance Exams. G-d, I sure don't remember social studies.
5. I have been growing spiritually in the areas of listening when being a father to Elizabeth. She has taught me a think or 2 in the past few weeks.
6. I am challenging myself to learn a musical instrument this year - I love the sound of the harmonica.
7. I am seeing a lot of spiritual growth in my wife after much prayer - I wonder if she would say the same thing about me?
There are so much more but having just a moment to write I had to reach out to my beloved readers.
Blessings to all,
StillJewish
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Love My Wife
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Abby's New Website
Please pray for Abby's surgery on 2/8 and 2/15.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Update on Abby 01/29/08
The doctor did a chest X-ray and what he saw were some spots on her left lung. He asked if this was something we have seen before and told him, “Yes, with previous X-rays and when she is sick (which of course is the only time we take X-rays).” He asked if I knew if these were tubers or not? In reply, “I don’t know because her Pulminology has never investigated it further.” He is going to schedule a CT-SCAN to find out more after her surgery. So, my phone call when I got home was to FIRE my pulminologist, since we Abby and I saw her two weeks ago.
In summary from TSC Alliance the findings of tubers on the lungs usually only occur when a female hits late 20’s/30’s. There is a small but likely chance it could occur. There are three different types of TSC lung tubers: “The three main pulmonary lesions found in tuberous sclerosis complex (TSC) are lymphangioleiomyomatosis (LAM), multifocal micronodular pneumocyte hyperplasia, and clear cell tumor of the lung.”
Then I get a call from the endocrinologist to find out that her T cells are off and need to come in to see him right way this Friday. Unfortunately, I will have to take half day and miss her birthday party this Saturday. Abby was born with hypothyroidism and been on medication for some time now. We have it checked often. I always in the back of my mind thought she was smaller than usual and should be on some growth hormone. “Tuberous sclerosis complex has been associated though infrequently, with abnormalities in the endocrine tissues. Alterations in thyroid function, in patients with tuberous sclerosis have been reported rarely. We report a patient with tuberous sclerosis complex who presented with hypothyroidism and precocious puberty.
Karen has been sick with the fever all last week. My immune system is fine but got an extra vitamin B shot to help. Elizabeth is coughing.
The sad thing is I am going to miss being the pirate at Abby’s birthday.
P.S. Sorry if there are spelling errors I am too tired to run spell check.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
How I Feel About Abby
I want to update everyone that I am working on creating a website for Abby in replace of this one. I like it but it is a little bit limited. I will make a big effort to write more as we get closer to her surgery date. Why?
Answer: It calms my fears.
Somehow Abby found out she is having surgery. She doesn't know where on her body yet. I don't know how she found out. So, far she is taking it okay, though she is beginning to show signs of worry. How do we know this?
Answer: She is waking up more at night time.
I just found out that Abby's eye twitching are minor seizures. So, that means I have to call the doctor tomorrow once again and have him raise the medication.
I have not heard anything back from the stomach doctor regarding the 8 biopsies they took last week. As far as we know there is no signs of cancer but more than average amount of acid. I should know more by Monday.
I find myself more and more uneasy with the thought she is going to have things in her head and a forever scar. PLEASE remember, having TSC is a life long disease. This surgery will hopefully decrease the seizures and brain development. I have read several cases where after a period of time seizures continue. There is just not enough funding and medicine at this point yet where physician have a cure. So, please don't say sweet things to make Karen and I feel better but we can only hold on to G-d and see what happens.
I will keep everyone posted as to when Abby website is up and running. You will find similar features and updated list of items or volunteer time needed during her month of recovery.
Blessings to everyone.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Happy Birthday Abby - 02/09/2008
Karen’s surgery is this Friday. She will be at the Meridian Mark Outpatient surgery from 7am to noon. The surgery will be to fill in some gaps she has in her breast and placement of a nipple.
I want to say thank you to Michelle Robinson who has been very helpful in setting up a fundraiser, Margie who has been doing laundry, other friends and church member for their donation of time and money.





